Welcome to Judith's Crystal Cave Teachings, my virtual home.
Here is where I share my thoughts on spirituality, life, humor, Crystals, and various topics I hope people will find interesting. We are far more than we know. We all have magic within us, waiting to be tapped into. I want to support that awakening, that recognition of what we are: Eternal souls on a journey through space and time, here to evolve, learn, and grow. All that I've learned from the teachers in my life, the elders, the animals, the stones, the trees, the elements, the stars, and all that I am, is shared here, in this space. My training in Classical Chinese Medicine, ( and Taoism ), including the Stones, 5-Element theory, Essential Oils, and herbs, Astrology, and my insights as a Clairvoyant Empath are all shared here. With empathy, love, and my bizarre sense of humor, I am honored to share my perspectives on this Earth walk with you.
One of the great loves in my life has always been nature, especially what native people call "The Stone People". I have been working with, and teaching about Crystals and Minerals for most of my life. All of the indigenous cultures around the world describe the stones as the oldest living beings on the planet. The Taoists consider them to be the most powerful healing modality that there is. Part of the reason I started my website was to introduce these Master Healers to people unfamiliar with them, since most people have limited access to a Taoist Master or a native elder. Most books available today focus on either the metaphysical properties of stones, or the mineralogical make-up of the stones. I wanted to offer material that is ancient, from my decades of study, along with my direct experiences, dreams, and visions with the stones as an Alchemist, Clairvoyant Empath and Mystic.
My home is filled with a Shaman's tools, drums, rattles, feathers, art, Stones, Essential Oils, Herbs, Sage, Sweetgrass, tobacco for ceremony... All of these things combine together to create an energy that is healing for all who enter, and to challenge the trance-like state western culture creates in us, which inhibits and blocks us from achieving our true potential. This part of my website is designed to do that, to challenge that trance state, offering a different perspective on life that includes magic, and an opportunity to explore other dimensions and realities.
My actual home in real life is very unusual, a geodesic dome and subterranean home built into the side of a hill, with 35 tons of Calcite boulders that create the ceiling. A true Crystal Cave, unique and magical. I fell in love with it the moment I saw it. I wanted to have, and make available for my clients, an environment for people to experience the Earth as it truly is, from an Indigenous culture perspective: Powerful, nurturing, magical, and Sacred. I want to invite people to embark on a journey into the mystical, the supernatural, where all living things are connected as one heart. And I want to include laughter, because laughter brings us into the moment more quickly than anything except love. So expect some snippets of my life that hopefully will make you smile.
Come on a journey with me.
This seems like a good time to clear up some things people believe about Empaths. It’s true that Empaths feel other people’s emotions. To be able to do that, you have to be psychic. In the hierarchy of psychics, Empaths are ranked as the most powerful. Far more powerful than telepaths, mediums, precognitives…. Empaths are off the charts when it comes to our ability to scan, assess, and read anything with a soul. Somehow, it’s been accepted that Empaths are shy, retiring little flowers, finding it difficult to function in the world due to our ” sensitivity “. I think that’s hysterical. Seriously? Let’s look at that.
First of all, you have to have balls the size of cantaloupes to incarnate as an Empath. Empaths are fearless. We come here from the Fifth Dimension to support the planet, and all living things. We have a mission, one we accepted before arriving here. We are warriors on the front lines of the battle between the darkness and the light. Many of us were attacked by the dark almost as soon as we got here. The intention behind that attack was to stop us, to neutralize us, or outright kill us. As warriors, we found ways to keep going, drawing from reserves within ourselves that are programmed into our DNA.
Empaths are drawn to professions where we can make a difference. We can be healers, teachers, lawyers, activists, writers, I have friends in the financial arena that are Empaths, muscians, actors, advocates, business owners… the list is endless. One of the most common misconceptions about Empaths is that we can’t handle being around large groups of people. Again, I find that laughable. We’re alphas, natural leaders. Put us in a group of people, and we’re going to end up running it. We can’t help it. I find it amusing that people think we feel overwhelmed. By anything. In my last blog, I shared that I was stepping away from social media, ( Facebook), due to getting clarity about the absence of the Sacred there. I am still on Twitter, which I enjoy. You know what I’ve never seen on Twitter? Selfies. People posting what they had for lunch. I left Facebook not because I was overwhelmed, but because I was underwhelmed, as it became clear to me that it was the wrong medium for me, as a teacher, to attempt to make a difference. I left because it was a waste of my fucking time.
Another common misperception about Empaths is that we are just one thing, magically speaking. We aren’t. Each Empath has different supporting gifts. We all are unique, with different types of magical abilities we can call upon. I’m an Empath, yes, but at the same time one of my primary magical abilities is spiritual protection work. That ability has come in with me from previous incarnations. I have a powerful link to the Void, a vast, limitless sentience that I am always, in every moment, plugged into. Each of us holds a piece of the Void within us. According to Chinese medicine, it is held in the Kidneys. (The Kidneys are also the repository of the supernatural, and the mysterious.) In my work as a counselor, I’ve specialized for forty years in working with survivors of violence of all kinds, sexual abuse, physical abuse, domestic violence, and torture. In my work, I use my Void Magic as effortlessly as breathing. I use it to track the hidden pieces of the soul I’m working with. I’m primarily an alchemist, using my empathy as a tool to read the amount of energy I can move in a session safely, to pace the process to match the person’s capacity to handle old pain, without overwhelming them. Based on most people’s erroneous assumptions about Empaths, this type of intense work should be difficult for me. It isn’t. Not even a little.
Some Empaths are nurturers, some, like me, are protectors. Some are creative, some are extroverts, some are introverts. All Empaths, despite our different magical abilities, have one thing in common. We are fucking fearless when it comes to love. We know how to love, how to laugh, how to be open, and how to hold a space. We can do that standing on our heads.
This is a time when narcissism is a pandemic in the world. Narcissism is defined as an inability to feel empathy. Empaths are the natural antidote to narcissism. We are the antivenin the world needs so desperately right now. We have an inherent immunity to the poison of narcissism. Our inner fire, the Sacred Fire of Divine Love, is what shields and protects us. It burns away anything we absorb that is not coming from love. Narcissism is a soul sickness. It traps a person in the Ego construct, blocking their access to the heart, and to their higher selves. ( At a later time, I will do a teaching about what Native people call ” the Wetiko virus”. You can Google it.). Empaths are the last line of defense against this. We are not weak. We are not overwhelmed. We may be saddened by some of what’s happening in the world, but we know why we’re here. We never lose sight of that.
I am an Empath, yes. But I am also a Fifth Dimensional supernatural being, a hunter, a guardian, a healer, an alchemist. The culture may not understand what we are, but that means nothing to me. It’s enough that I understand. To all of the Empaths out there, this is for you. Know your true worth. Embrace your magic. We used to say, ” The storm is coming”. It’s not coming anymore. It’s here. This is what we volunteered for. We are what was prophesied. We are the army of Light. The dark is nothing but an absence of light. It’s time to be the light of the world, Love. Love is always the answer. Radical love. Fearless love. Limitless love. Empaths, we’ve got this. Trust me.
The artwork I’m using speaks to my heart. The horse reminds me of my horse, Nardo, a dragon in a horse’s body. ( I miss you, dude.) As a Mystic and demon hunter, the woman reminds me of the part of myself the culture is afraid of. Unless there’s a crisis. I have a deep love and acceptance for this part of myself. May each of you embrace your own gifts, and your own magic in the same way. Empaths rule. Blessings, Judith
Indigenous people, along with certain spiritual traditions such as Taoism and Buddhism, experience the Earth and all living beings as sacred. Mystics and Empaths do, as well. We can feel the soul of an animal, a tree, a mountain… all life is sacred to us. Children have the capacity to experience life through their pure hearts, living in a state of trust, innocence, and joy, until life in Western culture begins to block that, and shut that down. Part of our healing journey is about restoring that inner purity, that inner awareness between ourselves and all living things. It’s about moving down out of our head, back into the realm of the sacred, our heart.
Western culture values intellect over empathy. I have no idea why that is. What we call ” civilization ” is the greatest lie ever perpetrated upon humanity. It’s an absolute myth. There is nothing civilized about racism, misogyny, greed, materialism, capitalism, the narcissism we see rampant in our culture everywhere we look. People working at jobs they hate just to survive, no health care, insurance companies profiting off of pain and suffering, wars, ghettos, poverty… civilization? I don’t think so.
This week, I made a decision to step away from social media. I had been giving it serious thought for some time, but I believed that I could do some good there. My page was private, not public, with only those people I had accepted as friends able to see my posts. People share all kinds of things on social media, some things are inspirational, some things are funny, some things are political, and some share events that interest them. It was one of the events that precipitated my decision to leave. It was an event being promoted by someone who was leasing a mountain in Vermont for a weekend, which he was touting as an ” Everest experience “, where, for a mere $4500 per person, you would climb the mountain 17 times, and be brought back down by gondola each time. This would be the equivalent of summiting Everest. Plus, there would be BANDS!! And FOOD TRUCKS!! And in his words, you should ” climb the god damned mountain!” All that was missing from this Everest-lite event was a flashing neon sign proclaiming ” LIVE NUDE GIRLS! ” I almost got physically ill reading it. I cried. It was my definition of the profane.
In Native culture, mountains are seen as teachers, as dragons, as ancient beings. If someone is doing a Vision Quest, they go up on the mountain to sit alone in prayer for 4 days. They meditate, fast, and reflect. They are supported by an elder at the bottom of the mountain, who also prays. It is one of the sacred ceremonies used to bring one closer to Spirit. We leave the world behind, so that we may gain clarity. We sit in stillness, quieting the chatter of the mind, away from the world and all of its distractions. We see ourselves as being upheld by the mountain, with its power, wisdom, and grace. When one is confused or conflicted about something, the saying in Native tradition is ” You need to go up on the mountain to get balanced”. This is why so many monasteries are built on top of a mountain. They are often chosen as the place of spiritual retreat. The Himalayas are known for Buddhist monasteries hidden away in remote mountains. In Tibet, the true name ( not the English name) for Everest translates to be ” The Holy Mother”. The Sherpas have a base camp surrounded by prayer flags. They do ceremony and offer prayers to the mountain before every climb. The mountain is sacred to them. Summiting is not seen as “conquering ” the mountain. That would be absurd. There is no ego involved. Nor are there bands playing.
I cried because for me, this event epitomizes all that is wrong with western culture’s approach to life. It epitomizes the lack of respect for the Earth, the lack of reciprocity in life, of giving back. The entitlement. The hunger for stimulation, turning a potentially beautiful experience in nature into a three-ring circus. Making it be about athletic performance, rather than anything deeper or richer. It represents a complete disrespect for the sacred. ( Why not stay in a gym, on a treadmill)? It represents the ego. The arrogance in that statement ” climb the god damned mountain” is stunning. Right. The god damned mountain. I’m sure the Sherpas refer to the Holy Mother that way. In that moment, I was finished with social media. Done. Seeing photos on social media of the Trump sons holding the cut-off tail of a dead elephant one had just shot, or the body of a dead leopard, grinning, so proud of themselves. Every photo like that is a body blow to me. Civilization? Count me out.
In reality, in every moment we are surrounded by the sacred. Breaking free of the trance we have been conditioned to live in is the invitation. Feeling the essence of the souls around us takes courage, because it means we are more open and vulnerable. This is the path of the warrior, the path of the heart. The path of the intellect is much safer, because mind does not feel. The mind is a computer, its job is to analyze data. That’s it. Without heart to balance and guide it, mind is a sterile thing. A lonely thing. Warmth, love, and joy come from living from heart. When we live from heart, we feel our connectedness to all things. We can be inspired by an eagle soaring overhead. The mist hanging over the water. The clouds passing over the Moon. The sky on fire at sunset in shades of magenta and orange. Everything has a message for us, if we are open and living in the heart.
I believe that the mountain featured in that post was a teacher for me. By seeing the disrespect shown to the mountain by unconscious people, it was a clear message to me. The message was for me to step away from social media and the Race Mind. This disrespect is the same disrespect shown to all of us, at one time or another. This was just one example of it. Yes, there are lovely people posting photos of family, and positive things. Yes, there are activists trying to make a difference. I like to believe I fit into that category. At the same time, the reality is that we live in a world where there is an absence of the sacred. My invitation is to find another way to inspire people who love the planet, nature, animals, and humanity, to teach people how to come out of the trance the culture induces, and come home to the sacred, which lies in the heart. It’s the simplest journey, really. It’s about trust. It’s about love. It’s about walking upon the earth with reverence and respect. It is about each of us refusing to participate in anything that profanes the spirit of anything or anybody, including ourselves. Anything that insults our spirit must not be tolerated. Anything that profanes the world we live in must be denounced and rejected. I believe that what we call civilization is a myth. We need to find a better way, starting within the self, by choosing love over fear, and truth over silence.
I send my love and gratitude to my teachers, some still with me, and those that have passed into the spirit realm. To Grandmother Twyla Nitsch, Seneca elder, and the head of the Wolf Clan Teaching Lodge, thank you. To Grandfather Wallace Black Elk, Lakota Holy man, thank you. To Grandfather Archie Fire Lame Deer, Lakota Holy man, thank you. To Grandfather Albert Ward, Micmac Holy man, thank you. To Taoist Master Dr. Jeffrey Yuen, you are a blessing in my life. I send you love and prayers daily. You have all taught me how to walk a path of heart, and to honor the sacredness in all living things. Your teachings live in my heart, always.
Jimmi Hendrix had a song called ” If Six Was Nine”. In it, he sings, ” I’m going to wave my freak flag high. Wave on, wave on”. I’ve always lived outside of the culture, knowing it had nothing to offer me. Someone once asked Mahatma Gandhi what he thought about civilization. His answer was ” I think it would be a good idea”. Today, I’m proud of being a Mystic. I’m proud to be a freak. I’m proud that I don’t fit in, and never did. I’m proud of my capacity to love. Most of all, I’m proud to be pretty unfuckingcivilized. I dedicate this post to mountains everywhere, to the wild places where civilization has never reached, and to the freaks like me that love them, and to all of the uncivilized people in my world. You rock. Blessings, Judith
** Rest in peace, Lakota activist and poet John Trudell. You are missed.
** Photo taken by a friend last year in Myanmar. Thanks, Jen.
Dragon mythology exists in cultures all over the world. In ancient China, dragons were seen as guardians of wisdom, patient, shrewd, and fearless. Over much of my life, I’ve had a love affair with dragons. I collect dragon art, sculptures, paintings, bronzes. I especially love statues of the Kwan Yin standing on a dragon, I have several of those. To me, that combination represents fierce compassion. I have a tattoo on my left arm of a dragon wrapped around an Athame, protecting it. An Athame is a ceremonial tool. It can be made of metal, or in the case of mine, made of Crystals. The tattoo reaches from my wrist to my elbow.
In both Native tradition and in Taoism, dragons are said to reside inside of mountains. In Taoism, they are seen as the spirit of the mountain. They are seen as sacred supernatural beings. For those who connect to the mountains as an ally, there is usually the same heart connection to dragons.
I’ve never understood cultures that have an adversarial relationship with dragons, seeing them as something to be killed, or ” slayed”. Even as a child, I got how magical they were. My favorite song was ” Puff The Magic Dragon”. I loved the story of the little boy, and his best friend, Puff. I used to cry, thinking about Puff missing his friend, when that little boy grew up.
Those of us who have dragon medicine are fierce, loyal, intense, and compassionate. We love with everything in us. We don’t understand those who are afraid to love. We see love as an expression of the Sacred Fire within all things. Courage is a natural part of what we are. We are by nature guardians and protectors. We have no tolerance for lies, treachery, or deceit. Dragons never do. We see the world through dragon eyes, watchful and neutral. Dragon medicine people have great patience, understanding that the soul is eternal. At the same time, we are hard wired to protect, so anyone intending to harm what we love is going to encounter flames and sharp teeth. Dragon medicine people are often drawn to become activists and healers, specializing in standing for the voiceless, for the animals, the children, the planet. We confront injustice of all kinds. We see the infinite possibilities for healing in any situation.
Many spiritual teachers have spoken about what the world is experiencing now. It was predicted a few years ago. We knew this infestation of entities was coming. This is the time of dragons, the time of fearless love and warrior spirit. Dragons guard the precious treasures of the Earth, including humanity. If dragon has played a role in your life, you will surely feel it being activated now. Embrace the fire. Join with your dragon spirit. Love like your dragon loves, love the way you know how to love. Fierce love. Fearless love. Be who you were meant to be. The world is counting on us. I send love to my dragon, who has helped keep me on the planet, and to all of the dragon medicine people out there. We are one heart. Blessings, Judith
** This statue is in my bedroom, in the window. It truly represents my love affair with dragons.**